just a thought...

This will be quick because I am suppose to be studying and I have a test in 2 hrs. But typical me always finds a way not to study.

Anyway, I have come to realize how boring being married is. I had this discussion with Davide yesterday and he agreed with me. We both decided that there is no way around this boredom dilemma, unless we want to start dating other people. That of course is not going to happen.

So lately (I won't name names) some friends of mine have become newly-unwed-uncoupled-basically now SINGLE. At first I felt bad for them considering their circumstances. I can only assume that it is tough to get back into the dating scene. But now that they are I am jealous. Living vicariously through them has been the most excitement I've had in well A LONG TIME. Davide agreed. We laugh at each other because we love the drama, maybe more so because it's not our own? Of course if it was negative drama I wouldn't loving it, but its not. It's fun, butterflies in your tummy drama. Chance meetings, flirting, first kisses, waiting for him to call kind of drama. Not too mention the new found facebook stalking phenomenon. I love it.

I of course realize I will not experience this activity any longer considering I am married and have been for 3 yrs (CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??). But I think what makes it fun is that it really isn't me at all. It sort of relates to my Big Brother obsession. I get addicted to other peoples lives. Not because I don't have one ( I do and it's good) but because their experiences are so different then my own. Experiences that I otherwise would not and most likely will not ever have.

Ok ok I am going to stop now because I have to experience my own experiences right now as I delve into Adolescences Psychology!