So..... I was wrong!

As I reported last week; I am an idiot. Unfortunately I am not only an idiot I am also fucked! The Arts advisor didn't think it would matter whether I took the extra Psychology course in spring session but the Education advisor told me different. Basically my application will no longer be considered.

I don't know how this happened. I am not upset anymore. Don't get me wrong I was. I was mad that I made such a HUGE oversight. It made me more mad because I don't know how it happened. I mean I reviewed my courses so many times. I talked to a counselor. I just don't know how I could have let this happen.

At this point I would be happier if I just didn't get accepted based on my GPA and essay. That way I would know what I have to improve on.

Oh well I guess everything happens for a reason. It's just that I really wanted to have an easy decision.

On the upside I spoke with the Dean of Ed in The Pas and he assured me that I could still apply there. So next week I'll get everything in order (I need a high school transcript and schools are closed this week for spring break) and send my application away for UCN. I am not positive I will be accepted there but I think my odds are good.

So then comes the huge decision making. If I am accepted to UCN do I go?

I want to go because I want to get my degree done. I want to have a career and then kids. That's what I want.

But to move to The Pas is hard because:

1. Davide has to agree
2. We have to sell our house here
3. We will be moving in with my parents

I feel those a sacrifices that are worth making. I think Davide agrees but wants to hold off to find out I can actually get in. It does make me sad thinking we'll be moving. I will miss my family and friends here. I will miss our house that is finally becoming our own. I will miss movies, starbucks and costco. I might even miss my job (well at least the ladies).

We have a nice life here. I feel bad that I fucked that up for Davide.

So there it is...